I need a pep-talk.
I've decided for my mental health I need to write this get it out of my system and move on.
Ah iz depressed.
I cant take the suspense and drama. I'd rather have 1 Rasheed Sulaimon than this nagging feeling we'll be left at the alter 3x's. At least RS knows what he wants and wants to be here, so credit to him.
As for these other dudes, I cant help but feel we are suckling hind teat to UK for Bazz and Amile. And as far as TP who knows, he moves to his own beat seemingly. As far as I'm concerned, If the answer isn't yes by now, then its no. One of the things I love about being a duke fan is that its (was) impossible to have a meaning conversation w/o Duke. That's not the case anymore. Time has moved forward and we have been usurped by UK.
We are now a mid-major.
I've slowly come to accept it. In this show me the money, me 1st culture, where concepts like paying your dues, learning the ropes, refining your craft, working hard and loyalty is not prevalent... Then I really need to re-evaluate just how invested I am in being a fan. Where is the satisfaction I get from it?
Just not feeling it right now.